Crave

something inside me, an unbearable feeling
that cuts deep into my veins
the hunger for attention strikes over and over again
the craving, never satisfied
endless dreaming of liberation
forever the feeling of failure rooted deeply into my soul

as i watch the days go by
the nights unfolding into yet another nightmare
when will this pain stop?
i am made to believe that there is no hope
only fear that trepidates my every being
never belonging anywhere as i am cast out
at every turn i take to seek refuge in

as i crave for your attention
i am only left to regurgitate this pain of negligence
the horror of the sight of your monstrosity
haunting me in my dreams
this pain, unbearable, manufacturing fear

as i look around at people indulging in happiness
the trickle of this pain inside me
piercing my guts leaving them hollow
i bleed profusely leaving crimson stains on your doorstep
as i am dragged out of your life and consiousness
lying on the pool of blood i am made empty
as i wish for justice for your crimes

my cravings, they have turned bitter like the fruits of hell
my cravings, they are only filled with vengeance and hate
my cravings, they will soon be satisfied