HATE

everybody's going somewhere. everybody's moving. except me. you've held me down.
you crushed all my hopes and dreams and will continue to persevere until i go insane.
you deprive me of what i want, what i need.
im sick of you and all your acolytes.
you search for every way to destroy me just to satisfy your sadism.
you took every living part of me, you leave me with the ashes of your crime to breathe in.
you planted hate in my system and it grows bigger and bigger as each day passes.
hate is all i know. hate is all i have. hate is the air i breathe. hate is all i think.
you taught me to hate life. life for me means nothing anymore.
there is nothing to live for. there is nothing left in this world for me.
you have robbed every aspect of my life in this world and left my glass empty.
emptiness is all there is. nothingness prevails my world.
you filled my glass with too much nothingness and emptiness that they overflow and create chaos.
everyday i hope for things to get better. everyday i pray for things to change.
the only change is ur different strategies for decadence.
hate is all i have now. hate comforts me.
hate is what i eat, drink, breathe.hate is what i live for.
hate crawls through my system triggering violent thoughts.
do u know what i wish for? i wish for chaos.
i wish that one day will come for me to torture you.
and i wish to finally see how you will feel as i skin you alive and
cut your body parts one by one.you will scream.
you will beg for mercy. how bloody pathetic!
i will laugh while you beg me to stop and ask for mercy.
i will have no mercy nor remorse.
i will feel nothing for you have robbed me of any feelings that are long since been dead.
hate is all i know. for the hatred you have injected in me will flourish.
my hate for you and for all the pigs in this world, especially your acolytes, will prosper
into something bigger than you can ever imagine and will create a monstrous figure unimaginable.i am me. i am hate. i am monstrous. i am your creation.